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Thought Behind Things · Aug 9, 2021

What 127 episodes of TBT did to Muzamil Hasan

Yusra takes the host seat and turns the microphone around. Muzamil Hasan talks about how Thought Behind Things rebuilt his confidence, why he predicted the podcast boom, how becoming a father reorganised his priorities, and what he wants Pakistan Now to do that Bollywood did for India.

with Yusra

13 min read

The switch — Yusra in the host chair

The episode opens with the chairs flipped. Yusra is in the host seat, Muzamil is across the table, and she names the awkwardness directly: viewers will be wondering what is going on, why she is sitting where he usually sits. The conversation she wants to have is the one a long-running show eventually owes its audience — what 127 episodes of Thought Behind Things have done to the person making them.

Her first question is simple. After this many conversations, how has the show evolved him as a person?

Muzamil’s answer starts in September 2020, when the first episode went out. The version of him who recorded it, he says, was a very different person. He had been on Facebook, then Instagram. He had been at conferences and in consulting rooms. But he had never made mass-market content, and he had never been on YouTube. “My own confidence generally as an individual, as a content creator, was absolutely zero,” he says. “YouTube is a very open-ended platform. All kinds of people are there, all kinds of conversations happen, the comment section can go anywhere — and that scared me.”

Ten months and 127 episodes later, he says, that fear has emptied out. He shares thoughts more easily. He understands the space. And he has become — by his own account, and one that Yusra agrees with — “a much better conversationalist.”

What younger guests do to a 30-year-old’s certainty

The part of the show Muzamil singles out as his favourite is the segment of the catalogue most people would underrate: the 19, 20, and 21-year-old guests. He names the recent episodes on competitive insects, on STGs, and on the guest who came from Afghanistan as some of his recent favourites — serious topics from people who would not, on a résumé, have been the obvious bookings.

The reason he keeps reaching for those conversations is selfish in a useful way. “When I talk to younger people I realise I am becoming more and more disconnected,” he says. “A person stays in their own silo, their own system, and it’s very easy to say, these kids are stupid, what are they doing? It’s very difficult to actually get inside their minds and contextualise — oh, I do the same thing the way they do.” He notes that he, too, once thought in ways a 30-year-old would not have understood. The discipline he is trying to keep is the one that lets him sit across from a 21-year-old without flattening them.

Heroes get made after they die

Yusra pulls him onto the Olympics, which were running at the time of recording. Muzamil’s read is unsentimental. People are watching one match, getting emotional about one athlete, and demanding that the government and sponsors do more. Two weeks later, he says, the same people will stop watching. “Sponsors will not support anyone unless there is public support,” he says. “To support any of these athletes, all you really have to do is go to their Instagram pages and start liking them. You have to start watching their matches.”

The pattern he names is one a guest articulated to him on the show. “In our country,” he says, “heroes are made after they die.” It is the soft, sad story that Pakistani audiences gravitate to — the posthumous tribute rather than the live support. He says he is trying, on the show and outside of it, to do the opposite: to reduce the negative framing of what society did wrong and instead identify what he, as an individual, can change in himself. “I cannot change the world,” he says. “I can change myself. And in changing myself, I might just become a millionaire tomorrow by learning from all these people.”

The audio-first prediction, arriving faster than expected

Yusra reminds him of a prediction he made early on: that within eighteen months, podcasting in Pakistan would start to take off. It has. She asks what was underneath that call, and whether there was a moment in between when he thought it might not work.

His framework is structural. Content moves in waves, like a pendulum. The format swings one way, then back. Pakistan moved from television to long-form, then from long-form to short, then to vines around 2015. The pendulum was due. The variable he specifically banked on was audio. “Audio platforms are going to lift very, very high,” he says. Spotify arriving in Pakistan was a pleasant surprise — he had not expected it — and the moment it landed, the local audience started shifting toward audio-first behaviour, even before Spotify launched podcasts in-market.

The next wave he is watching is smart speakers. Chinese-made audio speakers are already arriving in Pakistan. “You can ask it for the 1992 World Cup and it will play it. I didn’t think that was possible, but it has already started.” Once Urdu-speaking masses move onto smart speakers, he says, the durable advantage will be catalogue depth — whoever has the largest, most diverse Urdu-language back catalogue will own that surface. He sees a parallel opportunity: people reading Urdu books well and putting them on those platforms.

The only stretch where he wavered was the third or fourth month. Growth had stagnated. The conversations stopped being fun for him, and that, he says, is his real signal. The discipline that pulled the show through was uncomplicated: keep shipping. An episode every alternate day. The roadblock cleared.

How to be the person who says smart things

Yusra puts the question many comment threads have asked him: how does he have an intellectual answer for any topic that comes up? Where does that come from?

His answer has two parts. The first is newspapers. He started reading them young — about the city, about his locality — and that habit widened his scope long before he had a strategy for it.

The second is a counter-instinct that he says most people miss. “Most of the time,” he says, “we question the things we disagree with. I always question the things I agree with.” He uses solar panels as the example. People around him kept telling him solar was cheap. So he spent two or three months on it — pulled four companies’ pricing, built his own sheet, updated it annually. The answer he arrived at was specific: with net metering, after the battery drop, the return on investment is roughly three and a half years, leaving twenty-one and a half years of free electricity. That number is the output of a habit, not a hunch.

He follows the same protocol on economic collapse — a subreddit he reads daily — and on international relations, where he runs keyword searches on Pakistan with each major neighbour, and the major non-neighbours whose decisions affect Pakistan. “Googling is an art,” he says. “I barely put more than four keywords on Google for anything. From those four keywords, you get everything.” Most people give up before they get good at it.

Reading people the way you read articles

The same protocol, he tells Yusra, applies to people. He keeps mental files. When he meets someone new, he asks leading questions — where they live, where they studied, what their father does, what their hobbies are, what they want to be. With older people, the questions shift: what job, what views, conservative or liberal, hopeful or not. He is building a map so he can navigate the conversation without stepping on the wrong thing.

The principle underneath it is that “we treat everybody the same way” is a lie people tell themselves. “Every human being is unique,” he says. “Each one has a unique story, and because of that story, in certain areas you have to be sensitive to certain things.” It is also why he calls himself a centrist. Left or right, he says, both camps contain mistakes; the person who has read a little more starts to see that the camp they belong to is not the perfect camp either. He has spent a lot of time replying to angry DMs with calm questions, asking what happened in someone’s life that he had not lived through. People flip more often than the internet suggests they will. The cost of the experiment is patience.

He worries, openly, that the society around him is losing patience. “Kindness is disappearing from society,” he says. The constant feed of frightening news has made parents harder, and the children they raise will be harder still. He notes the macro consolation — bad times create hard men, hard men create good societies — but he is not in a hurry to live through the first half of that sentence.

Becoming a father, and the legacy question

Yusra moves the conversation to Rafael, Muzamil’s son. How did that change him?

Muzamil’s answer arrives in a sentence he has clearly been carrying around. “Before, I was always a very narcissistic person,” he says. “I was always thinking about my role, what I have to do, what I will do, what I can do. The day I had my child, everything is about him now in my mind.” He calls it an immediate realisation. Before Rafael, he says, some part of him assumed he would live forever. Now the question is what he hands down.

The legacy he wants to leave is not measured in his son’s eventual job or salary. It is measured in character — patience, empathy, respect. He credits his own mother for the principle that the person above you in status will demand respect anyway; the discipline is to give respect to the person below you. That, he says, is the value he watches disappearing fastest in the society around him, and the value he most wants Rafael to keep.

He also tells Yusra he made a deliberate decision, prompted by one of his brothers, to be fully involved in the parenting. “Don’t be that guy,” the brother told him, very strictly, around month five or six of the pregnancy. Diapers included. The model of the slightly distant father, Muzamil says, is partly an artefact of his own childhood — his father was 43 when he was born, and by the time Muzamil was 15, his father was 58 and ready to sit in a corner with a cup of tea. He loved his father, but the connectivity that emerged after retirement is the kind he wants to start, not finish, with his own son.

Pakistan Now — and why it is in English first

The last working segment of the conversation is about Pakistan Now, the new platform Muzamil had recently announced. Yusra asks for the vision.

Muzamil starts where his content thesis started: with the audience side. As people consume more content, they begin to weigh their time as an investment. Entertainment value decays with volume — the more you consume, the less it entertains. Informational and infotainment value does not decay the same way. People will start to shift their hours toward content that returns them something — social cloud, money, skills, knowledge.

On the supply side, he has run his own experiments. Kaam Ki Baat at Raw Studios was the short-format, value-with-comedy test that pulled tens of millions of views. Unboxing Pakistan was the long-format test. TBT itself is the hour-long test. From those, he concluded that the full spectrum is alive in Pakistan — short, long, and everything between — and that the audience for each is different but real. He did not want to launch another channel for the sake of it. He wanted to target areas that had never been properly served.

Politics is one of those areas, and his critique of how it gets covered is specific. People will ask the wrong person the wrong question — demand that the president build a road, when road-building is a local body’s job. “Ask the right person the right question,” he says. If you want to talk about the economy, you do not ask a random MNA who will give you a “half cooked, stupid answer.” You ask the minister of finance, commerce, or industries. And you ask them in a way that actually moves the conversation forward — not just “petrol got more expensive, that’s bad,” but what the actual gap was that should be fixed.

He extends the same point to careers. The standard advice — pick a degree with scope — assumes scope is intrinsic. “Scope is not a thing,” he says. “Its scope is essentially what you create. Millionaire artists exist. What is the scope of art?”

The strategic call that has annoyed some of his audience is that Pakistan Now is English-first. His logic is plain. Bollywood exported India by humanising it through content. He cites Russia as a counter-example — a union of states with a diversity he did not know existed, hidden behind vodka jokes — and says that for Pakistan, the lever is amplification outside the country. English is the carrier. Urdu is coming — there is an Urdu division planned — but the first move is the one that lets people outside Pakistan see Pakistan at all. He acknowledges the cost: in Urdu, the reach would already be double or more. He thinks the trade is worth it.

The team he is building reflects the thesis. A history major, an anthropology and sociology major, a security studies major. The platform is exploratory, designed to connect academia with younger audiences through policymakers and academics who can explain things at the altitude young people actually consume at. The reason the pitch keeps reaching for 2050 rather than 2030, he tells Yusra, is that he wants the older generations to have moved on by then. The next picture of Pakistan, he says, has to be defined by the people who are forty-nine percent of the country today — internet-first, educated outside formal school as much as inside it. They are the ones who will decide.

The favourite employee question

Yusra closes with a question from outside the room. Who is his favourite employee?

Muzamil deflects, then answers honestly. “My favourites are the ones who do the work,” he says. Not because they are dependent on the salary, but because they still believe in the platform. The day someone stops believing in the vision, he says, they are wasting their own time and everyone else’s. He uses his own track record as evidence. He left a World Bank contract at 23, with sixty percent of the contract still to run and dollar-denominated pay still landing, because he had decided he was not making the impact the money implied. His boss was confused. Muzamil’s reasoning has not changed since: do the work you believe in, and if you stop believing, leave.

Yusra ends the recording at fifty-four minutes by asking how she did. Muzamil tells her, on tape, that she should host regularly. The practical reason follows: with Pakistan Now ramping up, there will be weeks he is unwell or unavailable, and the show needs someone who can take the chair. The audience, he says, will decide.